It took me a while before I could finally accept that I am now in 2022.
I have a couple of things that I wish I could tell myself not to stress about but year after year I keep falling into the same norms and it sucks to feel that. Okay, okay allow me to elaborate a little bit more (hehe).
You know if you asked yourself the following questions, it is always good to have some check and balance especially knowing truthfully as to why we do it in the first place:
- What's in it for me when a new year arrives?
- Do I have to celebrate and start rushing to have a fresh set of resolutions and hustle through it?
- Read the questions above again and ask do I really have to? On January 1st, every year?
As long as you know it yourself, no need to justify it to others, right?
When a pandemic hits, it hits super hard. I started confronting myself on a deeper level and it makes me feel upset to know that I am living the norm and not pursuing what I wanted to do according to when and how I want to do it.
I am super not ready to even accept the fact that it is now the year 2022 let alone buying a planner, start planning ahead, and making up all sorts of goals when what I am actually doing is doing whatever that most people do during the new year.
So this year, I put everything on hold until I am ready to move on and live amicably together with this enigma called 2022.
Finally, finally, I think I have settled down well and am ready to move on and here we are!
I want to write more this year. That's all :)
I hope that wherever you are (yes, you who are reading this post of mine), you will be blessed with good health, good outlook in life this year and may God always guide you through everything that you will come to deal with :)
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